My Therapy

I have to admit, music always does wonders for me - though I mentioned in a recent post that I heard "Collide" and started crying. Crying is good therapy sometimes. It cleanses the soul and prepares you for what is next. Such was the case when I also mentioned in another post about the song "Remember When" and how I just started bawling and then not too long later I heard "Push" (on my cell phone) and it turned me completely around. Maybe I reply on music too much. I don't know. I just know that whatever my mood, I can always find something that captures how I am feeling and expresses what I can not. I don't really have trouble expressing myself, music just tends to make it more focused and actually makes it make sense, if that even makes sense. I don't know.

I am also totally in love with The Killers. "When You Were Young" is my new anthem, sort of. I just love that part that goes, "You sit there in your heartache/Waiting on some beautiful boy to/ To save you from your old ways". So fitting for the past few months. Really. Because that's what I did. But at least I finally wised up though, so it worked out in the end. Even though I don't know if the end has actually come yet or not. Really, I kind of hope it hasn't.

Brett would call me retarded for this ( he hates Nickelback and said I was gay for liking them even though I don't actually like them, just a song here and there), but currently a few lyrics from a Nickelback song really seem to fit this. Now, don't get me wrong, Nickelback is kinda lame and a lot of the songs sound the same because Chad Kroeger's voice never changes ever, though I am a fan of "Far Away" so I leave you with this:

"I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long"

It's true. I love your stupid face. But not like that. Ew.